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能不能
It started with a Kiss OST
(直樹與湘琴之雨中接吻主題) - 演唱：鐵竹堂 Jason & Landy Wen

Jason:
第一次當我見到妳　妳說妳緊張的忘了呼吸
記憶裡　我只想玩玩而已　在一起　沒想過這問題
妳說妳從來沒有忘記　我們第一個夜裡　我一邊說我愛妳
一邊喘著氣　Sorry　我愛妳　是指妳的身體
我不知道　妳的需要　妳對我的要求我從來沒做到
啊～　妳怎麼受的了　啊～～

但我總是見到妳微笑　痛苦總是往肚子裡吞掉
只希望有一天我能明瞭　妳的好
我假裝對妳不在意　假裝失去我的記憶
為了隱藏以前痛苦回憶　我選擇放棄　放心去愛人的權利
因為我不相信自己　不相信妳

不相信一句話叫做真心真意　我選擇絕情絕意
妳把我當作情人　我卻把妳當作敵人　我的人生　就是充滿猜疑忌恨
不要浪費精神在我身上尋找永恆
執迷不悔只會再妳我身上造成一道道永遠的傷痕 Baby

Landy:
能不能就對著我說愛我　能不能就陪著我天長地久
不要對我若即若離　讓我傷心淚流
能不能就對著我說愛我　能不能就陪著我　一直到最後
從今以後剩下的路　要你陪我走

Jason:
妳一定覺得我壞　誰都不愛　隨妳去猜　我是在什麼心態
面對妳給我的愛　妳對我好　我就對妳越壞
但我心裡　一直有聲音跟我告白　它說不能沒有妳的存在
好怪　想愛　卻又說不出來

為何心軟　為何心軟　為何妳從不會對我心煩
已經有了答案　我卻不敢去看
面對妳不再反感　我發現我冰冷的心感受到妳的溫暖
該怎麼辦　我現在愛妳會不會太晚

妳是唯一　我想和妳在一起　不想再和妳分離　喔
就算外面的女孩子她們叫我Baby-by和在我心底只有一個老婆叫做Vicky-cky
不知道該怎麼說　但我知道怎麼做　我不會一錯再錯
忘了以前痛苦的過程　我們要的只是結果
妳問我會一起多久　我不知道　大概一輩子夠不夠
牽著妳的手往前走　我只聽到妳說

Landy:
能不能就對著我說愛我　能不能就陪著我天長地久
不要對我若即若離　讓我傷心淚流
能不能就對著我說愛我　能不能就陪著我　一直到最後
從今以後剩下的路要你陪我走

Landy: 能不能就對著我說愛我　能不能就陪著我天長地久
Jason: 能不能　能不能　能不能夠　對著我說愛我
Landy: 相信我　能不能就對著我說愛我　能不能就陪著我一直到最後
Jason: 就一直到最後

~3:32 am

Blogger is absolutely going onto my hate list now after denying me the ability to post a chinese song. I'll try it once more in the next post. Let's see...

~3:29 am

I find the story of Eponine sad in Les Miserables. But maybe she just wasn't meant to be.
Anyway, was listening to a video my brother put on in his computer, hearing the Eponine character singing this song. Thought it was quite beautiful, especially the melody. How I wish to see this musical, but oh well...when it comes around, I wonder whether it is still in production? Just can't believe that Phantom of the Opera has stopped their tour production. Sheesh! Missed it...

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"On my Own" Video

On My Own
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to go no one to turn to,
Did not want your money sir
I came out here coz i was told to
And now the night is near
Now I can make believe he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.

~3:55 pm

Got this from Mel's blogspot

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One Flaw In Women

By the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime..

An angel appeared and said,
"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"

And the Lord answered,
"Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, l replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands."

The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish."

"But I won't," the Lord protested.
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days."

The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
"But you have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough.
You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.

The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate."

The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak," the Lord corectd, "that's a tear!"

"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.

The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride."

The angel was impressed.

"You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything!
Woman is truly amazing."

And she is!

Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,
IT IS THAT THEY OFTEN FORGET THEIR WORTH.

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~3:30 am

Only a Man by Jonny Lang

I used to live my life in fear
Was worried all the time
From waking up to laying down
I had no peace of mind

The world became a darkened place
A struggle without end
Although bitter times those were
The days I began to understand
I was only a man

I grew up singing songs in church
With questions in my mind
And turned my back and ran away
From God who gave me life

Then one night His presence fell
I wept and shook and then,
I fell down and cried, "Dear Jesus rescue me again!
I understand I am only a man."

And He said,
"What will it be now?
Will you choose me or keep swimming upstream now?
I've been inside your head hearing you scream out
Well, here I am, just take my hand
And I'll take out all of the pain
And all of the fear."
All of the fear

I'll give you my burdens
I'll give you peace
All of my desires
I'll give you what you need
And what about these chains, Lord
I'll set you free
But they're so heavy
Lay them at my feet
I'll lay them at your feet

Just promise you won't leave
I'll never leave
So where do i go from here Lord
Just follow me, just follow me
I'll follow you
Just follow me
Wherever you lead
Wherever you lead

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Written by:
Jonny Lang
Acoustic guitar: Jonny Lang
Fiddle: Sara Watkins
Lead Vocal: Jonny Lang and Haylie Lang
Published by Langy Tunes/Almo Corp, ASCAP
All rights reserved.
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NewReleaseTuesday Exclusive Interview with Jonny Lang

A backsliding christian artiste that turns over.
Check out his new album "Turn Around" which is a gospel/blues sorta thing. It's not the traditional blues, but it's still quite bluesy, pretty nice. The song above spoke a lot, especially about his own testimony. The music is not bad. I think Haylie is his wife if I'm not wrong...or maybe she's someone else. LOL...

Somehow I feel that somehow Jonny Lang managed to successfully put in the emotions of a christian who grew up in church from young, but never really understood God until something happens and the power of God is finally felt to the extreme that there's no question that of the existence of God.
I've never understood who God is until he showed me his great surprise.

By the way, check out this post I've found.
Praise, Worship & Redemption
I think it speaks something...

~4:37 pm

It's funny how that the person who turns your life around for the better,
Is the person who hurts you the most.

Thank you.

~11:27 pm

Last post before i go to JB.

Guys, go watch the "NORBIT" trailer!

~2:47 am

AXN has declared that they will have the Asian version of The Amazing Race. Quite interesting I would expect.

The teams, especially the Singapore one, has a very familiar face. Melody Chen. Actress and Host in Mediacorp. I used to watch her prance about Kids Central TV hosting, and her acting in this teen drama series on Channel 5, I forgot what title, but all I know is that Keagan and her were supposed lovers on this show that deals with students in Polytechnics. In fact I think after that particular show, there was a rise in the number of people applying to study diplomas in Singapore Polytechnics.

Another familiar face is Allan Wu, actor and host also from Singapore. He's going to be the host for The Amazing Race: Asia. I saw him in person before in the Vietnam Airport 3-4 years ago when I was on the way back to Singapore after an excursion trip to Vietnam with my CHR schoolmates. Allan Wu was there with his wife, Wong Li Lin (who is an absolutely GREAT ballerina, her pirouettes are perfect), and both of them were checking their mail on the computers available at the airport. So cool, too bad I didn't get their autographs. LOL...At that time they still haven't had a baby yet, now they have two!

LOL...
Shout out to Aiai:
When you see this on AXN, please tell me the details yar?

PS: I'm now sitting at home studying Moral Studies, trying to get rid of the pain in my lower back. I have a feeling it's got something to do with the nerves.

Thank you Jun Wey for your help in collecting my papers.

~2:55 pm

This is something called
PRESSURE

Darnit

~1:56 am

It's so hard to put emotions into full word sentences. Almost everything comes out in poetic form. So here is one poem for you.

How long must you stay
Hidden under the covers
Sheltered within roofs

What can you say
To justify every action
That seems like an illusion

Where can you go
After leaving the comforts
Yet dreading the unknown

Why do you shiver
whenever situations abound
leaving paranoia alone

When will you live
Free in spirit
Broken of bondage

Now!

~10:09 pm

Malfoy the Ferret by ~moorgahaine
Deviantart.com

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hermsXdraco comic by *HogwartsArt
Deviantart.com

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~8:15 pm

Hurstified Malfoys by *makani
Deviantart.com

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This is the cutest thing I've ever seen of the Malfoy Family...look! Look at Draco Malfoy! *points to small boy holding the lollipop*
*swoons*

~8:01 pm

I was just browsing through my Cousin's blog when I encountered this entry about Geoff Bullock. I'm sure most of you have heard about him. I certainly knew him through my brother who likes/loves Bullock's music. I even remember losing one personally autographed CD that belonged to my brother, lol...

After that incident, I've never heard of Geoff Bullock again, seems like he disappeared. Then I heard he left Hillsong Church. Well, now he's back again, a new and changed person. To add to that he even changed a couple of his old songs like "Power of Love". These articles opened my eyes to a new perspective of who God is and how he works in people's lives.

Links taken from my cousin's blog as well:
Geoff Bullock Story

The Interview: Geoff Bullock

Beyond self-centred worship, Geoff Bullock

~7:52 pm

Worlds Apart
by Jars of Clay

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high and like Icarus I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
to give and die

To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
more deeply than the oceans,
more abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache

Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow

To love you - take my world apart
To need you - I am on my knees
To love you - take my world apart
To need you - broken on my knees

All said and done I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me

Did you really have to die for me?
All I am for all you are
Because what I need and what I believe are worlds apart

I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
and wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain

More and more I need you now,
I owe you more each passing hour
the battle between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
and wash the feet and cleanse my pride
take the selfish, take the weak,
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
the sin-soaked heart and make it yours

take my world all apart
take it now, take it now
and serve the ones that I despise
speak the words I can't deny
watch the world I used to love
fall to dust and thrown away

I look beyond the empty cross
forgetting what my life has cost
so wipe away the crimson stains
and dull the nails that still remain

so steal my heart and take the pain
take the selfish, take the weak
and all the things I cannot hide
take the beauty, take my tears
take my world apart, take my world apart

I pray, I pray, I pray
take my world apart

~7:52 pm

You are the Song that I Sing
Words and Music by Sonic Edge Band (Sonic Edge Ministries Singapore)

Lord with all my heart
I will praise your name
Your love I'll proclaim

You are Righteousness
You are Prince of Peace
Your name I'll proclaim

Put a new song in my heart
Sing a new song for my King
You are the song that I sing

Put a new song in my heart
Sing a new song for my King
You are the song that I sing

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Song on Myspace Music
"You are the Song that I Sing"
Click on song in the music player

~8:29 pm

"He attended the Missouri School of Journalism at the University of Missouri - Columbia where he became a member of the Sigma Chi Fraternity. He was two credits shy of graduating with a journalism degree when he left to try his luck in Hollywood."
Wikipedia

I'm so weirded out. I had the impression that Brad Pitt is this dumb good-looking jock who makes it big in Hollywood because of certain films like se7en and Fight Club. In the end he's not all that, but a smart and intelligent person. Man...

I can't even say how really weirded out I am because I considered going to the same college he's went to in order to do Journalism. University of Missouri-Columbia School of Journalism is ranked within the top 5 Journalism league, and is easily the best. Argh...oh well...there goes my impression of Brad Pitt. Stupid smart-ass man...

Daddy! Can I go to University of Nebraska-Lincoln to do journalism? It's also one of the top five! LOL...joking...will see first...

Journalism or Psychology?

*headache*

~7:26 pm

I tweaked around with the settings and all, and wahlah! A new layout...quite cute right?
The colour scheme is a bit off, should I change the font body to red and header box to green or leave it as weird as it can be because I'm weird? Hmm...

I love the picture...
got it at deviantart.com - under "Conceptual"
The title of this picture is called "Juice", so using your abstract mindset, think of why it's called juice and what it means...lol...

lovely...

Wouldn't it be Loverly
My Fair Lady Soundtrack


It's rather dull in town, I think I'll take me to Paree.
Mmmmmm.
The mistress wants to open up
The castle in Capri.
Me doctor recommends a quiet summer by the sea!
Mmmm, Mmmm, wouldn't it be loverly?

Eliza: All I want is a room somewhere,
Far away from the cold night air.
With one enormous chair,
Aow, wouldn't it be loverly?
Lots of choc'lates for me to eat,
Lots of coal makin' lots of 'eat.
Warm face, warm 'ands, warm feet,
Aow, wouldn't it be loverly?

Aow, so loverly sittin' abso-bloomin'-lutely still.
I would never budge 'till spring
Crept over me windowsill.
Someone's 'ead restin' on my knee,
Warm an' tender as 'e can be. 'ho takes good care of me,
Aow, wouldn't it be loverly?
Loverly, loverly, loverly, loverly

~4:54 am

The first single and title track off his upcoming album: "Right Where You Want Me." It hits stores on September 19th. Jesse McCartney...oooh...my love...*drool all you want mel & aiai*

~4:07 am

by Youth Alive

Lead me each day Lord,
closer to You
I give all I am to You
Hold me each day Lord close to Your heart,
I lay down my plans to follow You

I want to take up my cross
I want to lay down my dreams
to follow after You

Have Your way in my life
Holy Spirit have Your way
Do what You need to
Day by day walk with You
Father let Your will be done
in my heart.

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To Live is Christ
by Youth Alive

I make a vow
My life will always honour you
Whether I live or die

I belong to Him
He bore my sin
I owe this life to my saving King

Hallelujah, I am not my own
You are in control
Hallelujah

For me to live is christ
And to die is gain
No matter what price i pay
I choose to give this life away

Only by the cross I am saved

~3:32 am

I was about to put in my pictures into the laptop when I came across my sista's blog and she already had this up, so I used this.
Anyway it was quite funny, we laughed all the way for nearly an hour simply snapping photos of each other in various poses and expressions.
How I love you my sista!

Guess I should show you who she is right?
I love her "Nu" expression.
Reminds me of "The Godfather" or some mafia boss.



~12:56 am

It was going to be a day in heaven.

It was a day in hell.

Julie Garwood - "The Gift"


This always cracks me up. I don't know why.
The matter-of-fact tone taken to those words, or any of other situations using that kind of literary strategy.
I wonder what literary term is used for this kind of a statement in written texts. Anybody got a clue?

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By the way, in the last post I said this post is supposed to have the XI.NU.AI.LE, but I haven't found the time to transfer and edit the images yet, so gotta wait for a while. So I promise you the next post will be it.

Preview of next post:
Xi.Nu.Ai.Le
Happy.Angry.Sad.Excited
The 4 faces of Charlotte and Lynette, the A-Go-Go sisters

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PS: I seem to have misplaced my RM95 pen drive. Darn it...I can't find it and I need it NOW! Pray that the cats haven't used it as their playtoy.
Feel like cursing...grr...

~4:24 am