Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
a cry
I'm now cooped up at home trying to finish my Economics 2003 paper. It's a bit tedious and everything seems so jumbled up. I can't think properly and my mind is full of clouds. What to do?
I guess I'm panicking now, for everything little thing that I've not done. But what to do? Someone asked me how to survive through this Mocks examination, and I just told him, "Dive in and plunge through."
Everything seems to be sinking like quicksand now, but I will hold onto that branch, that rope, which is hanging ontop and never let go. This minute strand can save my life, save my sanity. Things may pull me under, but as long as I never give up hanging onto that thread of light, my head will still above the sand.
God please help me plunge through this period of time, and I will survive. I give you full control over my academics. Whether you want me to get straight As or anything else, it's your decision. Just give me your JOY in my heart, because it is your joy that gives me strength and peace. Father I thank you for bringing me thus far, and I pray that you will bring me further according only to your will and not mine. Jesus take control, I give you full reins of my life.
In Jesus's most precious name I pray,
Amen.
~5:09 pm