Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Friday, June 30, 2006
Nothing else better to do
Since everybody is busy watching Superman Returns, like TMY and Commies, Terence, Cason and gang...I got bored and starting searching through deviantart for interesting things...came across this super long TAG and decided to do it for no purpose. Just to kill time...
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1. Your name: Lynette Goh Ying Qin
2. Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
3. Single?: Yes
4. Want to be?: Yes
5. Your birthday: 17 December 1989
6. Age you act: Probably between 13 to 25. LOL...
7. Age you wish you were: 18, so I can drive. GRRR...*glares at Oon Ee*
8. Your height: 5'4.5'' = 166cm
9. The color of your eyes: Dark brown/black.
10. Happy with it?: Yep!
11. The color of your hair: Black. With supposed streaks of red, but it faded off till brown since I was too lazy to use colour shampoo.
12. Happy with it?: Yep!
13. Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right. My left hand lost some strength after I broke it when I was young.
14. Your living arrangement?: Right now, with my brother and sis-in-law
15. Your family: In Johor Bahru, Malaysia...my sister's in Singapore though...
16. What's your job: College student.
17. Piercings?: My ears.
18. Tattoos?: No. Fake plastered on ones, maybe...
19. Obsessions?: Jonathan Rhys-Meyers and Tom Felton. God.
20. Do you speak another language?: Yes, Chinese/Mandarin/Hainanese
21. Have a favorite quote?: "Laughter is medicine for the soul"
22. Do you have a webpage?: Geocities and this Blogspot one...and many others too...
DEEP THOUGHTS
23. Do you live in the moment?: Yes, it's no good dwelling in the past, and never too good for worrying about the future. Like one particular show said, "And remember, time waits for no one.
Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is a mystery.
Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present."
24. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: For the most part, yes, I do. If not how to survive with Sandy? *no offence girla...I LOVE YOU!* But if they go strongly against what I stand for, then too bad...
25. Do you have any secrets?: Who doesn't?
26. Do you hate yourself?: Sometimes, and it's not good. Got to choose to forgive myself whenever that happens.
27. Do you like your handwriting?: No, but I can't really change it much unless I change my attitude and mindset inside.
28. Do you have any bad habits?:
29. What is the compliment you get most from people?: "That's creative!" or a "Nice dance! Good job!" or a "You're so smart!" <--but I'm not sure whether that's a compliment or not...lol...
30. If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called?: Shifting Gears: The twisted Wonder of Lynette
32. Can you sing: Not that well, in tune...most of the time...
33. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: When I was younger, now nah...
34. Are you a loner?: Yeah, sort of. Sometimes I like to keep to myself.
35. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Not sure...I would have to be another person with an eccentric nature to connect...
36. Are you a daredevil?: At times, when I feel like it.
37. Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Yes I do, but it's going to be something I have to cut off, or it'll drag me down further.
38. Are you passive or aggressive?: Passive Aggressive.
39. What is your greatest strength and weakness?:
---I'm not so sure about my strength...but maybe it can be that I'm able to look at situations with a bigger picture in mind and think deeper than what's given on the surface. I just don't say what I think as much, because I honestly say I don't have a lot of tact.
---Weakness? I seldom learn from my mistakes, and keep doing them all over again. Of course, this is in context of life, not education or knowledge.
40. If you could change one thing about yourself?: Get rid of my bad habits...seriously...
41. There are three wells - love, beauty and creativity. Which one do you choose?: Creativity. Because beauty means nothing much to me. As for love, I already have love, in great amounts of it from my family, friends and the loving one above.
42. How do you vent?: Through my RPG characters *surprise huh Aiai* and my beloved long mirror. I vent my anger in funny ways...especially with the mirror...AHH...
43. Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes and no... Depends on how you look at it. I can be quite emotional, but I am strong in what my emotions are for.
44. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I do regret some things that I have not done. Like showering more love and concern to my family, especially my grandparents and parents. But I have not regretted anything that I have done, and I thank God for that.
45. Do you think life has been good so far?: Yes, compared to others....yes...
46. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Never lean on your own self, you'll just get burdened down and burn up. Always lean on God's will to carry you through, that his love will reign over all.
47. What do you like the most about your body?: My nails...lol...
48. And least?: The eczema...
49. Do you think you are good looking?: Not really...
50. Are you confident?: Honestly, not really. I can be assertive and public speak if I want to, but self-esteem inside, not really...
51. What is the fictional character you're most like?: I'll use one of my RPG characters that's based a bit on me, and that's Catlyn Cynders with a mash of Pixie and Xylia.
52. Do people know how you feel?: Some do.
53. Are you perceived wrongly?: Often.
DO YOU...
54. Smoke?: No. I don't intend to pollute my lungs.
55. Do drugs?: What about medicine?
56. Read the newspaper?: Sometimes
57. Pray?: Yesh!
58. Go to church?: Yesh!
59. Talk to strangers who IM you?: I will, until they bother me too much...
60. Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yesh! Moi COWS! and when I get back to JB, bring MINNIE with me...moi blue rabbit that I got when I was 3.
61. Take walks in the rain?: Yeah, when I have no choice. LOL...
62. Talk to people even though you hate them?: I do, but I'll be quite cold.
63. Drive?: I WANT TO *WAILS* BUT I'M UNDERAGE! *WAILS LOUDER*
64. Like to drive fast?: *rubs hands in glee* Maybe...
65. Like your voice?: Yes.
66. Hurt yourself?: Unconsciously and when I feel like hating myself...
67. Been out of the country?: Yes.
68. Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yeah...like my yummy Ice cream Sundae with McDonalds curry sauce that Malaysia McDs sadly don't have. Only Singapore...
69. Burped?: DUH!
70. Been unfaithful?: To God, sometimes. Not proud of it though...learnt from that.
71. Been in love?: Not sure...
72. Done drugs?: Nah.
73. Gone skinny dipping?: Nope.
74. Had a surgery?: Nope.
75. Ran away from home?: No.
76. Played strip poker: No!
77. Gotten beaten up?: No.
78. Been picked on?: Yes.
79. Been on stage?: Many times.
80. Slept outdoors?: Yes.
81. Thought about suicide?: Yes.
82. Pulled an all-nighter?: Yes, a few times.
83. If yes, what is your record? Erm...around 30hrs w/o sleep?
84. Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah, with KS, Amos, Sandy, Silas and sadly to say some other weird friends.
85. Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Not answering...
86. Slept all day?: *GLEE* YEAH!
87. Killed someone? No *raise eyebrows*
88. Made out with a stranger?: Never made out before...
89. Had sex with a stranger?: Heck NO!
90. Thought you were going crazy?: Oh yes, in so many different ways...
91. Kissed the same sex?: On the cheeks, with my mom, sisters and Sandy...
92. Done anything sexual with the same sex?: EEW! No...
93. Been betrayed?: Yes. Who hasn't?
94. Had a dream that came true?: Yes, weird enough as it is...like one time I dreamt of a math test, and the next day was the math test, and I got full marks back. LOL...
95. Broken the law?: Small minor ones...lol...school laws...govt. laws, not those high-ended ones I guess. I did shoplift once before...quite an experience...
96. Met a famous person?: Yeah, local celebs though. Singapore lar...like Fann Wong, Zoe Tay, Desmond Koh, Chen Han Wei, Christopher Lee. Hey, they came to my school OKAY? LOL...
97. Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Not me...
98. Stolen anything?: Look above. Yeah, once....grrr...
99. Been on radio/TV?: Once, on TV. News done on my school, I was conveniently there (in the background)...
100. Been in a mosh-pit?: No, never. I'll get claustraphobia...
101. Had a nervous breakdown?: Unfortunately, I've had a few. Mostly just before exams...
102. Considered religious vocation?: Vocation? huh...
103. Been criticized about your sexual performance?: WHAT? Zilch...
104. Bungee jumped?: Nope. Sad, will do it someday...
105. Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes!
FASHION
106. Shoe brand?: Whatever fits, I like Nike and Vincci.
107. Brand of clothing?: Any kind, even pasar malam...
108. Cologne/perfume?: I like Body Shop
109. What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Jeans, blouse or T-Shirt, belt and sweater.
110. Wear hats?: Yeah, sometimes...I'm in love with them...
111. Wear make-up?: Nope.
112. Favorite place to shop? BOOK SHOPS and music stores...
113. Favorite article of clothing?: A lot...
114. Are you trendy?: Nah. Unless you're talking about comfortable, athletic wear.
115. Would you rather wear a uniform to school/work?: No. I've had it enough with Uniforms...
BELIEFS
116. Believe in life on other planets?: No
117. Miracles?: Yes
118. Astrology?: No
119. Magic?: Not fantasy like...
120. God?: YES!
121. Satan?: I believe that he exists...
122. Santa?: When I was younger yes...but now I realize he's a legend only, of St. Nicholas.
123. Ghosts?: In a way...spiritually speaking...
124. Luck?: Not in the sense of "fate"...
125. Love at first sight?: Not really, unless you count lust/infatuation which are different things altogether...
126. Yin and Yang?: No.
127. Witches?: Those fantasy ones, NO. But in the real world, yes, witches do exist.
128. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
129. Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Maybe...
130. Do you wish on stars?: When I can.
LOVE
131. Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Not at all!
132. Do you remember your first love?: Yes, Jesus. But if you're talking about homosapiens, then it's not love, more like well...puppy love...
133. Still love him/her?: Jesus = Yes. Puppy love guy = No.
134. Do you consider love a mistake?: No.
135. What do you find romantic?: Erm...Cuddling, talking over cups of coffee, doing favours for each other, horse-riding, books, standards/jazz/blues/big band music, playgrounds, venice, etc.
136. Turn-on?: Everything??? I'm not sure...
137. Turn-off?: Not sure either, anything negative I presume...
138. Do you base your judgment on looks alone: No.
139. If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Embarrassed, but will kindly say sorry.
140. Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: MUST KNOW first before going into anything. I believe that it has got to be friends stage first, then it moves on from there...
141. Have you ever wished it were more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Not really. Guys who take the first step are much more commendable and reliable. For then the girls can believe he genuinely loves her and is able to head a household in the future.
142. Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Depends on how you look at it I guess...
143. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Not sure, I doubt so.
144. What is best about the opposite sex?: They are more open, fun.
145. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They can be arrogant, MCPs.
146. What's the last present someone gave you?: Erm...a photoframe and some seashells thingy from my uncle overseas.
147. Are you in love?: No. With God yes though...
148. Do you consider your significant other hot?: Don't know, never know.
149. What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Nothing. Just look at them one more time than move off.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
150. That haunted you?: Oon Ee.
151. You wanted to kill?: No one.
152. That you laughed at?: Jien.
153. That laughed at you?: Oon Ee and Jien.
154. That turned you on?: Nil
155. You went shopping with?: My brother and sis-in-law.
156. That broke your heart?: Danny
157. To disappoint you?: Myself.
158. To ask you out?: huh? more specifics please...
159. To make you cry?: Myself
160. To brighten up your day?: Jien
161. That you thought about?: Jesus
162. You saw a movie with?: AUSMAT gang...X-MEN 3.
163. You talked to on the phone?: Mommy!
164. You talked to through IM?: Steven Tan.
165. You saw?: Brother of mine.
166. You lost?: Not sure...
167. You thought was completely insane?: Grace
168. You wanted to be?: Don't know...
169. You told off?: Sandy
170. You trusted?: Sandy
171. You turned down?: Not sure either...
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
172. Smiled?: Few minutes ago.
173. Laughed?: Few minutes ago.
174. Cried?: This morning
175. Bought something?: Few hours ago.
176. Danced?: Just now.
177. Were sarcastic?: In the morning
178. Hugged someone?: In the evening
179. Talked to an ex?: Last year
180. Watched your favorite movie?: A few days ago
181. Had a nightmare?: A few days ago
182. Talked on the phone?: About a few hours ago.
183. Listened to the radio?: Coming home at night, in Oon Ee's car with Wilson and Chien Aun, I think...
184. Watched TV?: Yesterday night
185. Helped someone?: Erm, the ones I remember? Yesterday afternoon with a friend...
186. Were mean?: Not sure...
187. Sang?: A few hours ago.
188. Saw a movie in a theater?: A month ago? Can't remember, when did X-MEN 3 came out?
189. Said "I love you"?: Today!
190. Missed someone?: EVERYDAY! EVERYBODY!
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Phew! That took me an hour and a half to finish...I wonder if I can tag somebody? How about Sandy, Oon Ee, Jien, Zhi Ai and Bong? LOL...Go on, I encourage you all to do so...
~2:54 am